I was twenty, 16 years ago, I had a what's called a near-death
experience. This experience totally changed my life. During
this NDE I was "told" I had to come back (from
there) because I had a mission. Please read on and let me
this experience I was a fairly normal young man. I had taken
a year-out' and was traveling in the Kalahari Desert on
the boarder between South Africa and Namibia. This was back
I had an accident in the desert. I was attempting to connect
a heavy fully-laden trailer to the Landrover by manually
pulling the trailer closer to the tow-hitch. I was using
all my strength and couldn't get the trailer to budge until
suddenly it moved. The trailer rapidly came forward and
pinned me against the back of the Landrover.
remember one moment in the nightmare of extreme physical
agony when I said, That is it. I have had enough. I can't
take this pain any more.
had the NDE. I could write an entire book about that single
experience: the tunnel', the white-light', how good it felt
to be dead'.
During the NDE experience I was
told' that I couldn't stay there and I had to return to
this world because I had a mission'.
all I was told in words.
No you can't stay
here you have to go back. Yet I was told' and shown' a million-billion
The only way to communicate this
is to say that after the NDE, everything in my brain had
been taken out my head, folded inside-out, then stuffed
back in. Everything I thought I knew was scrambled and re-arranged
and I was left to deal with it all. It was as if I had to
re-evaluate all my life's thoughts because they weren't
mine. My 'old' brain was the learned one while the NDE showed
me the brain attached to my personal soul/spirit.
this another way, I was forced to live with two 'brains';
one brain, the brain that living in this world had formed
(You know, "Don't do this. Don't do that. This label
is this. That label is that) and yet simultaneously I had
the other brain of "WE ARE A SOUL/SPIRIT." Modern
western life forgets this and concentrates of school-grades,
exam results, qualifications and doctorates. If that makes
this 'mission,' I did not not know what my 'mission' was.
But I knew I had one. Every second of recovery in the hospital
I obsessed the thought, 'What the hell could this mission
were only a few clues. During the NDE I was an eagle flying
through some very grand canyon and I could see. (Read every
book by Carlos Castaneda three times if you want to understand
this without the benefit of an NDE). This clue was:
We, as a human, have potential so far beyond our wildest
dreams. Whatever you want to be you can be. Maybe it will
take you a 100 lifetimes of learning but if you want it
you can get it.
We have a choice and we have free will. We can choose to
tap the huge power of our spirit through light-energy or
dark-energy. We can get power through good or bad deeds
during our lifetimes. It is far easier to get power from
dark energies. This is why so many people are f*cked up
and are daily causing so much pain and anguish to others.
I have personally chosen the path of following light-energy
and, for a label, let us use the English language word "God".
I met a voice during my NDE. To me, I use the label "Jesus."
I met Jesus Christ and he said to me, "You can't stay
here because you must go back. YOU HAVE A MISSION.'"
Inside my body I knew my 'mission' was helping other humans
follow their personal path.