Sandra

Sandra

I was on my deathbed in 2002 dying from an infection. I had heart surgery to repair a valve in my heart that had been destroyed by a strep infection. After the surgery I slipped into a coma. My body was still fighting the infection. The doctors put me on life support and waited to see if I could beat this infection. I had all kinds of antibiotics going through my system. At one point, the doctors told my family I had no hope of recovering, and they advised my husband to take the respirator out and let me pass.

They were in the room when discussing this. I remember them saying that it would be better to take the respirator off. I don't know what compelled me to sit up, but I sat straight up in my bed and said, "NO!" I then remember that my second oldest daughter was laying her head beside mine on the bed, she was crying and saying, "Don't leave me!"

I was slipping into this pink cloud and it felt warm and peaceful. I wanted to just slip into the warm cloud when a voice from somewhere said, "What about your kids"?

I wanted to ignore the voice. It was so peaceful and warm. Like a warm pool. All around me was soft clouds.

The voice came back and said, "What about your kids?"

I saw my daughter again crying and begging me not to go. I don't remember much after that.

I woke up two months later, recovered and here I am today working full-time and taking care of my kids. I still feel cheated. I wanted so much to pass to the other side. My family tells me it was just a dream. They remember me coming out of the coma and telling me about what I already knew had happened.

Is this God or what? I am still searching for answers. Thank you listening.

Sandra Moomooangel60@aol.com