27 major surgeries for a pre-cancerous condition, my body had
an allergic reaction to the many drugs I was taking to keep
alive. I was in a hospital bed when the NDE began. I was on
no IV's or medicine at the time of the NDE.
As I was lying in the
bed I started to feel a feeling of weightlessness. My pain ridden
body was all of a sudden without pain, no fear and a true feeling
of love and forgiveness as well and a feeling of euphoria came
over my whole body. I could hear the doctors and nurses at the
nurses station discuss my case and say, "There is nothing
more we can do. She probably will not pull through this."
I felt like I was being
put under anesthesia. As I was drifting, all of a sudden I felt
myself go into a faster than the speed of light journey with
a blinding white light at the end. I could see as I passed by,
pregnant girls and old thoughts of how I envied other women
who could get pregnant; and, my jealousy because I could not
Then the feeling of
euphoria became an anxious feeling. As I got closer to the light,
I kept saying, "I am not ready to go yet."
Then I met God and he
told me he would give me my life back if I did a mission for
his children. I agreed and the next thing I knew, I was coming
to in my bed. My husband was holding my hand which had no feeling
in it because I had suffered a stroke which paralyzed me on
the left side of my body.
I told my husband when
I woke up that I was not the same person. He reassured me and
told me all would be alright.
Before the NDE, I was
a selfish person who was only interested in what money could
buy. Now I don't care about monetary issues and I enjoy
life and my family to it's fullest. I continue to follow
the light that God laid out for me. God led me to a mission
of saving abandoned babies (You have that story.).
The biggest lesson I
learned from this NDE is the power of FORGIVENESS AND THE TRUE
MEANING OF LOVE.