George Rodonaia's Near-Death Experience
Reverend George Rodonaia
(died 2004) underwent one of the most extended cases
of a near-death experience ever recorded. Pronounced
dead immediately after he was hit by a car in 1976,
he was left for three days in the morgue. He did
not "return to life" until a doctor began to make
an incision in his abdomen as part of an autopsy
procedure. Prior to his NDE he worked as a neuropathologist.
He was also an avowed atheist. Yet after the experience,
he devoted himself exclusively to the study of spirituality,
taking a second doctorate in the psychology of religion.
He then became an ordained priest in the Eastern
Orthodox Church. He served as a pastor at St. Paul
United Methodist Church in Baytown, Texas. Reverend
Rodonaia is one of the NDE experiencers profiled
on this page who was dead for days during his NDE.
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| 1. Reverend
George Rodonaia's NDE
George Rodonaia held an M.D. and a Ph.D. in neuropathology,
and a Ph.D. in the psychology of religion. He delivered
a keynote address to the United Nations on the "Emerging
Global Spirituality." Before emigrating to the United
States from the Soviet Union as a political dissident in
1989, he worked as a research psychiatrist at the University
of Moscow. The following is a Dr. Rodonaia's experience
in his own words from Phillip Berman's book,
The Journey Home.
"The first thing
I remember about my NDE is that I discovered myself in a
realm of total darkness. I had no physical pain, I was still
somehow aware of my existence as George, and all about me
there was darkness, utter and complete darkness - the greatest
darkness ever, darker than any dark, blacker than any black.
This was what surrounded me and pressed upon me. I was horrified.
I wasn't prepared for this at all. I was shocked to
find that I still existed, but I didn't know where I
was. The one thought that kept rolling through my mind was, "How
can I be when I'm not?" That is what troubled me.
"Slowly I got a grip
on myself and began to think about what had happened, what
was going on. But nothing refreshing or relaxing came to
me. Why am I in this darkness? What am I to do? Then I remembered
Descartes' famous line: "I think, therefore I am."
And that took a huge burden off me, for it was then I knew
for certain I was still alive, although obviously in a very
different dimension. Then I thought, If I am, why shouldn't
I be positive? That is what came to me. I am George and
I'm in darkness, but I know I am. I am what I am. I
must not be negative.
"Then I thought,
How can I define what is positive in darkness? Well, positive
is light. Then, suddenly, I was in light; bright white,
shiny and strong; a very bright light. I was like the flash
of a camera, but not flickering - that bright. Constant
brightness. At first I found the brilliance of the light
painful, I couldn't look directly at it. But little
by little I began to relax. I began to feel warm, comforted,
and everything suddenly seemed fine.
"The next thing that
happened was that I saw all these molecules flying around,
atoms, protons, neutrons, just flying everywhere. On the
one hand, it was totally chaotic, yet what brought me such
great joy was that this chaos also had its own symmetry.
This symmetry was beautiful and unified and whole, and it
flooded me with tremendous joy. I saw the universal form
of life and nature laid out before my eyes. It was at this
point that any concern I had for my body just slipped away,
because it was clear to me that I didn't need it anymore,
that it was actually a limitation.
"Everything in this
experience merged together, so it is difficult for me to
put an exact sequence to events. Time as I had known it
came to a halt; past, present, and future were somehow fused
together for me in the timeless unity of life.
"At some point I
underwent what has been called the life-review process,
for I saw my life from beginning to end all at once. I participated
in the real life dramas of my life, almost like a holographic
image of my life going on before me - no sense of past,
present, or future, just now and the reality of my life.
It wasn't as though it started with birth and ran along
to my life at the University of Moscow. It all appeared
at once. There I was. This was my life. I didn't experience
any sense of guilt or remorse for things I'd done. I
didn't feel one way or another about my failures, faults,
or achievements. All I felt was my life for what it is.
And I was content with that. I accepted my life for what
"During this time
the light just radiated a sense of peace and joy to me.
It was very positive. I was so happy to be in the light.
And I understood what the light meant. I learned that all
the physical rules for human life were nothing when compared
to this unitive reality. I also came to see that a black
hole is only another part of that infinity which is light.
"I came to see that
reality is everywhere. That it is not simply the earthly
life but the infinite life. Everything is not only connected
together, everything is also one. So I felt a wholeness
with the light, a sense that all is right with me and the
"I could be anywhere
instantly, really there. I tried to communicate with the
people I saw. Some sensed my presence, but no one did anything
about it. I felt it necessary to learn about the Bible and
philosophy. You want, you receive. Think and it comes to
you. So I participated, I went back and lived in the
minds of Jesus and his disciples. I heard their conversations,
experienced eating, passing wine, smells, tastes - yet I
had no body. I was pure consciousness. If I didn't understand
what was happening, an explanation would come. But no teacher
spoke. I explored the Roman Empire, Babylon, the times of
Noah and Abraham. Any era you can name, I went there.
"So there I was,
flooded with all these good things and this wonderful experience,
when someone begins to cut into my stomach. Can you imagine?
What had happened was that I was taken to the morgue. I
was pronounced dead and left there for three days. An investigation
into the cause of my death was set up, so they sent someone
out to do an autopsy on me. As they began to cut into my
stomach, I felt as though some great power took hold of
my neck and pushed me down. And it was so powerful that
I opened my eyes and had this huge sense of pain. My body
was cold and I began to shiver. They immediately stopped
the autopsy and took me to the hospital, where I remained
for the following nine months, most of which I spent under
"Slowly I regained
my health. But I would never be the same again, because
all I wanted to do for the rest of my life was study wisdom.
This new interest led me to attend the University of Georgia,
where I took my second Ph.D., in the psychology of religion.
Then I became a priest in the Eastern Orthodox Church. Eventually,
in 1989, we came to America, and I am now working as an
associate pastor at the First United Methodist Church in
"Many people have
asked me what I believe in, how my NDE changed my life.
All I can say is that I now believe in the God of the universe.
Unlike many other people, however, I have never called God
the light, because God is beyond our comprehension. God,
I believe, is even more than the light, because God is also
darkness. God is everything that exists, everything - and
that is beyond our ability to comprehend at all. So I don't
believe in the God of the Jews, or the Christians, or the
Hindus, or in any one religion's idea of what God is
or is not. It is all the same God, and that God showed me
that the universe in which we live is a beautiful and marvelous
mystery that is connected together forever and for always.
"Anyone who has had
such an experience of God, who has felt such a profound
sense of connection with reality, knows that there is only
one truly significant work to do in life, and that is love;
to love nature, to love people, to love animals, to love
creation itself, just because it is. To serve God's
creation with a warm and loving hand of generosity and compassion
- that is the only meaningful existence.
people turn to those who have had NDEs because they sense
we have the answers. But I know this is not true, at least
not entirely. None of us will fully fathom the great truths
of life until we finally unite with eternity at death. But
occasionally we get glimpses of the answer here on Earth,
and that alone is enough for me. I love to ask questions
and to seek answers, but I know in the end I must live the
questions and the answers. But that is okay, isn't it?
So long as we love, love with all our heart and passion,
it doesn't matter, does it? Perhaps the best way for
me to convey what I am trying to say is to share with you
once wrote in a letter to a friend. I saw this letter, the
original handwritten letter, in the library at Dresden University
in Germany. (He quotes
from memory, as follows:)
patient with all that is unresolved in your
heart. And try to love the questions themselves.
Do not seek for the answers that cannot be given.
For you wouldn't be able to live with them.
And the point is to live everything, live the
questions now, and perhaps without knowing it,
you will live along some day into the answers."
"I place my faith in that. Live
the questions, and the universe will open up its eyes to
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| 2. George
Rodonaia's Verified Out-of-Body Perception
The Self Does Not Die: Verified Paranormal
Phenomena from Near-Death Experiences,
Anny Dirven, Rudolf H. Smit,
documents P.M.H. Atwater's research into Rodonaia's extraordinary
case of veridical out-of-body telepathic perception of an
injured infant and George's wife during his NDE from Atwater's
Beyond The Light. The following is an excerpt:
Rodonaia thought of his body, he saw it lying in the morgue.
He remembered everything that had happened. He was also
able to 'see' the thoughts and emotions of his wife, Nino,
and of the people who had been involved in the accident.
It was as if they had their thoughts 'inside of him.' He
then wanted to find out the 'truth' of those thoughts and
emotions. By expressing a longing for greater knowledge,
he was confronted by mental images of existence and thus
became acquainted with thousands of years of history.
he returned to his body in the morgue, he was drawn to a
nearby hospital, where the wife of a friend had just had
a baby. The newborn was constantly crying. He examined the
baby, a girl. His 'eyes' were like X-rays that could look
right through the little body. This ability enabled him
to draw the conclusion that the baby had broken its hip
during delivery. He spoke to her, 'Don’t cry. Nobody understands
you.' The baby was so astonished by his presence that she
immediately stopped crying. According to Rodonaia, children
are able to see and hear transmaterial apparitions. The
child reacted to him, he believes, because he was 'a physical
reality' to her.
three days, when the autopsy of Rodonaia’s body was just
getting under way, he succeeded in opening his eyes. At
first, the doctors thought it was a reflex, but Rodonaia
appeared to have actually come back from the dead, even
though his death and his frigid condition had both been
confirmed. He was in poor condition physically, but after
three days, the first words he spoke were about the baby
that urgently needed help. X-rays of the baby confirmed
that he was right.
one point, Atwater interviewed Rodonaia’s wife, Nino, who
stated that during his NDE, Rodonaia had actually witnessed
what she had seen. According to Nino, he had actually had
telepathic contact with her. In an email dated July 28,
2015, Atwater wrote Rivas the following about this aspect
of the case:
told me that as part of his near-death experience,
among the many things he could do was to be
able to enter the minds of all his friends and
find out whether or not they were really friends.
During this entry process, he also entered the
mind of this wife, Nino. When he did, he both
saw and heard his wife picking out his gravesite.
As she stood there looking at the gravesite,
in her head, she pictured several men she would
consider being her next husband. She made a
list for herself of their various qualities,
pro and con, to decide which one would be the
"After George revived
and his tongue shrunk back to its normal size
so George could talk (this took three days),
George greeted his wife. He told her about the
gravesite scenario. He described everything
she saw there. Then he told her everything she
thought about while there, the specific men
she was considering to be her next husband and
[the] list she was making in her mind about
their various pros and cons. He was correct
in every detail. This so freaked her out that
she refused to have much to do with him for
a year. I had no sense that this was telepathic,
but real, physically real, as if George’s mind
was physically inside his wife’s mind. He saw
what she saw. He also saw what she thought.
"When I met Nino and both children, I asked
Nino if I could talk to her about that incident
at the gravesite and her list of qualities of
the men she was considering marrying. She described
the incident for me and that all of this was
done in the privacy of her own mind. She only
thought about the men and their various qualities.
The list was her own. When her suddenly, newly
alive, formerly dead husband talked about that
personal moment at the gravesite, named the
men she thought about, and then went on to 'read'
the list back to her that she made for each
man, she was utterly shocked at his accuracy
and how he could even do this. This shock was
felt as if an affront against her right to privacy,
the intimate privacy of her own mind. I asked
if it was true that she would have little or
nothing to do with him for a year. She said,
yes, it was true. She could not sleep in the
same room with him. When I asked why, her answer
was: 'I no longer had the privacy of my own
mind. This was very hard to take.'" (The
Self Does Not Die, p.130-132)
Nino also confirmed what happened
at the hospital, the first words he said after his tongue
swelling went down, of his friend’s wife having just given
birth to a daughter, he told the doctors to get right up
to the maternity ward and X-ray that baby’s hip, that it
had been broken by the attending nurse who had dropped the
baby. George was a doctor himself and he described the hip
break in detail. The doctors rushed up to the maternity
ward, had the baby X-rayed and found the break exactly as
described by George. They then confronted the nurse with
what they found and she admitted to dropping the baby. She
was immediately fired.
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| 3. P.M.H.
Atwater's Tribute to George Rodonaia
George well; he was part of my research base and a brief
version of his story is in my book
Beyond the Light.
I say "brief" because what happened to George
is beyond the scope of books about the near-death phenomenon
and could have easily been a book unto itself. George was
a vocal Soviet dissident during the time when such a stance
could get you killed. And that is exactly what happened
- he was assassinated by the KGB. Because his case was highly
political, an autopsy had to be performed. His corpse was
stored in a freezer vault for three days until then. He
revived on the autopsy table as he was being split open
by the doctors, one of which was his own uncle. Of all the
cases I have investigated in my 26 years of work in the
field, his is the most dramatic, the longest, the most evidential,
and the most soul-stirring. Now our beloved George Rodonaia
has returned "Home" to stay. During the years
afterward, he never failed to share his story and to help
others every way he could. My only regret is, he never wrote
his own book about his experience. Yet, perhaps he did,
on everyone's heart who ever heard him. Blessings, dear
George, you will be missed." --
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| 4. Other
People Who Were Apparently Dead For Days
The other NDE
testimony is about a Russan man who was frozen solid for
22 days in a state of suspended animation resulting from
an attempted murder and burial. The story was printed in
the January 1999 online edition of the
Russian newspaper Pravda.
This remarkable event involved the man being revived after
22 days of being buried under the snow. The article is entitled,
Revives 22 Days After Being Killed and Buried"
and here it is:
A stockman, named only as
Granatkin, from a district food base in one of Russia's
towns, had to have a similar, albeit a more horrible
experience in his life. A man named Mechnik attempted
to kill the stockman: he hit him on the head, took
the body to the forest and buried it under the snow.
Lumbermen incidentally uncovered the frozen body
and took it to the morgue. A local pathologist refused
to do the autopsy - the body was too hard. The next
day the pathologist said that the man's eye
pupils did not look like dead. Furthermore, the
man's nails turned pink after the doctor pressed
them in his fingers. The man spent 22 days lying
under a thick layer of snow, but it appeared that
he was still alive. The pathologist diagnosed a
deep lethargic sleep, which had been caused with
a blow on the head. To everyone's great astonishment,
stockman Granatkin came to his senses and recovered.
He was lucky to wear very warm clothes on the day
of his murder; the snow saved him from severe frost
on the Internet about the above story but the text is in
broken English although it is very readable.
Here it is:
Much more complicated in
the case of the Grodno district storekeeper product
base Granatkin. Someone once tried to kill the Swordsman
him struck storekeeper fatal blow to the head by
some heavy object, took to the woods and buried
in the snow. After 22 days the body turned into
a "piece of ice", accidentally discovered the loggers.
The corpse was taken to the morgue, but the local
coroner was unable to conduct an autopsy - the body
was too hard. Decided to postpone the inquiry until
the morning... In the morning, the surgeon noticed
that the pupils of the eyes are not like the eyes
of a dead person, the nails when you also slightly
pink. These were signs that people had lain in the
snow for 22 days without moving, without food or
water, are still signs of life. However Granatkin
was breathing, no palpable pulse. The doctor diagnosed
a deep lethargy caused due to hit in the head. And
soon the "dead" by doctors... woke up!
saved from complete freeze that he was warmly dressed,
and was covered with a thick layer of snow...
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The Journey Home
by Phillip Berman
Harvard theologian Phillip Berman
examines how near-death and
mystical experiences can give
our lives new meaning. Universal
truths culled from the author's
and others' experiences allow
readers to see that these messages
have immediate relevance to
everyone's lives, and show how
to let these lessons transform
one's own sense of worth and
Tranceformers: Shamans of the 21st Century
author presents the true story of his contact
with a deceased physicist colleague, and the
telepathic communication that provided the scientific
answers to these spiritual questions: "Who are
we?" "Why are we here?" "Where are we going?"
For more than two decades, Harper performed
painstaking methodical research into what he
calls now the "archetypes of abnormal physics
and paranormal psychology." His headstrong and
heartfelt effort produced an inspired synthesis
which gives hope to readers through a deep sense
of "knowing," inspiration that rings true from
the first page to the last one. Dr. Harper never
loses sight of his objective either, explaining
how the mystical experience of every culture
is an initiation into the fifth dimension of
the shaman’s cosmic consciousness.