laid down to use the stability of the Earth in an
effort to maintain a hold on reality. I knew I had
to do that in order to be able to come back down.
thing I knew I was riding in my friend's car. I
thought we went up north, crossed the Mackinaw Bridge
and came back again. We rode past my childhood home
and I saw my parents sitting on the porch.
I felt drawn
to the trees. I could see and feel their strength.
I saw their roots going deep into the ground. I
mean I actually saw the tree roots physically reaching
below the ground. I told my friends about the car
ride after the experience and they told me that
the only place I went was to the chair they carried
me to after I passed out on the porch.
I did wake
up in the chair my friends say they put me in a
bit later. When I woke up I could feel the organs
in my body working, each one separately as well
as all together. I could not see my friends anywhere.
I could see in all the rooms of the house at the
same time. The stereo was playing the Doors 'Absolutely
Live' album, except the volume was way too loud
for me. Since I did not see any of my friends around
I got up and tried to turn the music down, but could
not. No matter what I did the music kept playing.
I knew the stereo too. I had a real problem with
the noise. It was tearing at me and I could not
figure out why nor could I adjust the volume.
out to my friends and nobody came. I tried to unplug
the stereo but that did not work either. Every time
I tried to touch the cord to unplug it I could not
grasp it. It just kept on playing 'LA Woman' and
the sound rattled my very being.
I ran all
over the house calling for my friends, yelling repeatedly
that the music was too loud but I was not heard.
I pleaded for the music to be turned down. I tried
to go outside but I could not feel the doorknob.
I could see the daylight outside but could not go
outside. I ended up hiding in the bathroom in an
unsuccessful attempt to escape the noise. I looked
in the mirror and could not see myself. That frightened
I went back
into the family room and saw my body sitting in
the chair. It looked like I was sleeping. I wondered
how I could be looking at myself. I got a bit scared
then because I could see me from outside of me,
from all different angles except from the inside
angle I was used to seeing myself.
I was alone.
I was confused and very scared. I tried to get back
into my body but could not. I could not touch the
ground either. I was floating. I rose up into a
spot above my body and kind of just hung there.
I could no longer move. I called out for help and
nobody came. I tried to go out the door but like
the stereo I could not touch the doorknob. I was
scared and alone and did not know what to do. I
did not understand what was happening to me.
God to help me. I did believe in God then, but I
was kind of angry at him because of the crappy life
I was experiencing. I reasoned that if God were
really the omnipotent and omniscient being I was
taught he was he would not have let me experience
the pain I had experienced throughout my life. I
thought that if there was a time I needed God, it
was now! I was not disappointed with the result
of my plea for help.
over by the door to the outside and saw a beautiful
being standing there. His feet did not touch the
floor. His feet just blended into thin air. He looked
both female and male and was young. I could not
tell his/her sex. His hair was curly and he was
about my height. He had this glow about him too.
The glow was green close to him, then blue, then
pure white in the upper areas. He said, 'I am here
to help you' but when he spoke his mouth did not
move. I did not actually hear him speak with my
ears. I felt what he was saying.
When I saw
this being and he spoke to me, I was no longer afraid.
I actually felt peace and comfort like I had never
felt before. I felt the peace I was searching for
throughout my entire life. The feeling was very
familiar to me, like I had felt it before but not
in this life.
being called me by a name I do not remember. I told
him he must have the wrong guy and that the name
he used for me was not my name. He laughed and said
that I was a great 'master' and that I had just
forgotten who I was. I did not believe him, because
I did not really know for sure what a 'master' was
then and if I were this great master I would not
have had all the problems I had. I felt that I was
an evil being because that is what I was told in
my life several times by many.
told me his name, but I do not remember it. He told
me that he had been with me always and told me that
he knew that I had a very hard life and that he
would help me understand why if I really wanted
to. He told me that he would help me remember who
I am. He said that he would understand if I did
not believe him and offered to prove to me that
he knew everything about me.
me things that I did when I as a child that proved
to me that he was always with me. He told me about
things I had only thought about. He told me that
I could go anywhere I wanted to go and that he would
show me how to do it if I wanted him to. He said
that if I needed to come back and see my body I
could. My body would be fine because I was still
connected to it somehow.
spoke to each other we did so telepathically. The
expression on his face was a happy one all the time.
I told him
that I would like to see the pyramids in Egypt as
well as the southwest United States. He told me
that all I had to do was trust him, think about
where I wanted to go, and we would go. I thought
about the pyramids and we were there in an instant.
I do not know why I chose the pyramids, the thought
just popped into me so I went with that. While we
were there he told me some things about the pyramids
and Egypt that I do not remember now. I really wish
I could remember what he explained while we were
there because I do know it was highly significant
and had to do with humanity's future.
finished in Egypt, we went to the southwest United
States but flew there slowly so I could see sights
along the way. I wanted to see this planet with
the eyes I had then. I saw the countries of the
Far East and the Pacific Ocean. Night was falling
in the southwest US and I could see what the being
told me was energy emanating from almost everything
I could see, especially the plant and animal life.
The energy was strongest in the areas of the land
and sea that had the least amount of humans.
was the lowest in areas where there were man-made
structures, the cities of the world. The energy
I saw came from the human beings that lived in the
cities. It was explained to me that humans are the
basic producers of energy in cities because of their
relatively low vibration level the energy is lower
in general. I could see the higher sources of energy
in the cities though. I was shown people who had
higher energy levels and some of them actually talked
to the being I was with. I saw dark souls during
the time the being and I spent on Gaia. The dark
souls were earthbound spirits who refuse to go to
the light. They prey on the energies of humans still
in human form and try to use those souls to prevent
the evolution of spirit. I was told I was protected
from these dark ones as long as I chose to focus
on the love in me. The dark ones did not even try
to affect us, in fact they gave us nasty looks and
went away. I was told I would know these dark ones
when I see them and I was told to tell them to go
to the light. The light is a porthole to the place
all souls go if they choose.
see energy around the humans too, all different
levels and colors. The being explained the human
energy to me. He said that the energy coming from
humans is what spirits use to evaluate the spiritual
condition of particular humans. He said the lighter
and more brilliant the color the more advanced the
spirit is. He said that seeing the "aura" around
a spirit is useful in determining how much a particular
spirit needs to work on his development. He said
the higher beings know where to go and what to do
to help an earthbound soul so they may advance themselves
if they so choose. He told me that all souls have
this energy, this is why I could see it on every
human I saw. He said that I was of the same energy
type as he but my vibration is lower when I am in
human form and that in time my energy would raise
to match his intensity provided I chose to take
the initiative to consciously evolve my soul.
me that there is much to this planet that spirits
can see which humans do not see with their eyes
because their vibrations are so low. He showed me
life in the trees that I could see as a spirit but
could not see in my human form.
that beings of higher vibration do live on Earth
but they are not human, they are part of Earth itself.
He explained these beings were the caretakers of
physical life on the planet. He said that these
beings take care of what we call nature. There are
beings that take care of the plant life, the mineral
life and the waterborne life. These lower echelon
beings work together to ensure that all aspects
of nature is protected and remains healthy. When
the planet was evolving, these ethereal beings were
the ones that kept the balance of nature.
to me that the planet that we call Earth really
has a proper name. He told me the Earth is really
called 'Gaia.' He said Gaia has its own energy and
that Gaia is really a true living being. I asked
if this energy could be seen and he said that we
have to be away from Gaia to appreciate and see
it. He said humans are the ones who can manipulate
Gaia's energy through their choices. He said if
humans choose to live in harmony with the energy
on Gaia, it is good for Gaia. He said if humans
abuse Gaia, they hurt Gaia by altering its energy
structure. I was given an example of how humans
have deforested the planet and reduced the energy
available faster than it could be replenished. He
said Gaia was very strong but has been weakened
considerably since humans have chosen to use the
resources in a manner inconsistent with the laws
of the universe.
him if we could go into space and see Gaia's energy
and he said yes. He said there were no limits on
where we could go. I concentrated my thought, trusted,
and we then went into what is known as space.
this planet I could see Gaia all at once. It was
so beautiful. I could see the aura around Gaia.
The aura affected me greatly. I felt a deep love
for this beautiful place. I could hear Gaia move
and was told the sound was the energy flowing in
and out of Gaia. My special being told me that Gaia
is the most unique planet because it is designed
for humans to live on forever. It was created for
a spirit to play, learn, and grow. He said the balance
of nature on Gaia allows a spirit to be in human
form when a spirit lives in harmony with nature.
to compensate for the decreased vibration and was
created for spirits to adapt enough to adjust and
be in the physical human body while still having
access to energy that will help them advance. He
explained that humans were designed by God to live
eternally on Gaia and are not supposed to 'die.'
He said that 'dying' is a human created Earth term
that means little in the world of spirit. The reason
that humans supposedly die is that they have fallen
away from the balance of nature and allow themselves
to be affected by what they create that violate
the natural laws of the universe. He said that humans
have fallen away from living in balance with nature.
He said they must relearn about the harmonic balance
if they want to survive as a race and live on Gaia
forever. He said it was still possible for humans
to learn about this harmony and that it is the next
overall goal of humans on Gaia. I was told that
humans would eventually realize they must restore
the harmony but great damage will be inflicted before
humans will fully realize what they have been doing
to Gaia and work to reverse what they have done.